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Alcestis

Admetus, lo! thou seest how it is with me; to thee I fain would tell my wishes ere I die. Thee I set before myself, and instead of living have ensured thy life, and so I die, though I need not have died for thee,

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but might have taken for my husband whom I would of the Thessalians, and have had a home blest with royal power; reft of thee, with my children orphans, I cared not to live, nor, though crowned with youth’s fair gifts, wherein I used to joy, did I grudge them.

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Yet the father that begat thee, the mother that bare thee, gave thee up, though they had reached a time of life when to die were well, so saving thee their child, and winning noble death. For thou wert their only son, nor had they any hope, when thou wert dead, of other offspring.

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And I should have lived and thou the remnant of our days, nor wouldst thou have wept thy wife’s loss, nor have had an orphan family. But some god hath caused these things to be even as they are. Enough! Remember thou the gratitude due to me for this;

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yea, for I shall never ask thee for an adequate return, for naught is prized more highly than our life; but just is my request, as thou thyself must say, since thou no less than I dost love these children, if so be thou think’st aright. Be content to let them rule my house,

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and do not marry a new wife to be a stepmother to these children, for she from jealousy, if so she be a woman worse than me, will stretch out her hand against the children of our union. Then do not this, I do beseech thee. ¹ For the stepmother that succeeds, hateth children

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of a former match, cruel as the viper’s are her tender mercies. A son, ’tis true, hath in his sire a tower of strength, to whom he speaks and has his answer back; ² but thou, my daughter, how shall thy maidenhood be passed in honour? What shall thy experience be of thy father’s wife?

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She may fasten on thee some foul report in thy youthful bloom, and frustrate thy marriage. Never shall thy mother lead thee to the bridal bed, nor by her presence in thy travail hearten thee, my child, when a mother’s kindness triumphs over all.

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No, for I must die; and lo! this evil cometh to me not to-morrow nor yet on the third day of the month, but in a moment shall I be counted among the souls that are no more. Fare ye well, be happy; and thou, husband, canst boast thou hadst a peerless wife,

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and you, children, that you had such an one for mother.

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Chorus

Take heart; I do not hesitate to answer for him; he will perform all this, unless his mind should go astray.

Admetus

It shall be so, fear not, it shall; alive thou wert the only wife I had, and dead shalt thou,

none else, be called mine; no Thessalian maid shall ever take thy place and call me lord; not though she spring from lineage high nor though besides she be the fairest of her sex. Of children I have enough; god grant I may in them

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be blessed! for in thee has it been otherwise. No year-long mourning will I keep for thee, but all my life through, lady: loathing the mother that bare me, and hating my father, for they were friends in word but not in deed.

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But thou didst give thy dearest for my life and save it. May I not then mourn to lose a wife like thee? And I will put an end to revelry, to social gatherings o’er the wine, forego the festal crown and music which once reigned in my halls.

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For nevermore will I touch the lyre nor lift my soul in song to the Libyan flute, for thou hast taken with thee all my joy in life. But in my bed thy figure shall be laid full length, by cunning artists fashioned;

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thereon will I throw myself and, folding my arms about thee, call upon thy name, and think I hold my dear wife in my embrace, although I do not; chill comfort this, no doubt, but still I shall relieve my soul of its sad weight; and thou wilt come

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to me in dreams and gladden me. For sweet it is to see our friends, come they when they will, e’en by night.
  Had I the tongue, the tuneful voice of Orpheus to charm Demeter’s daughter or her husband by my lay and bring thee back from Hades,

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I had gone down, nor Pluto’s hound, nor Charon, ferryman of souls, whose hand is on the oar, had held me back, till to the light I had restored thee alive. At least do thou await me there, against the hour I die, prepare a home for me to be my true wife still.

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For in this same cedar coffin I will bid these children lay me with thee and stretch my limbs by thine; for never even in death may I be severed from thee, alone found faithful of them all.

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Chorus

Lo! I too will share with thee thy mourning for her, friend with friend;

for this is but her due.

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Alcestis

My children, ye with your own ears have heard your father’s promise, that he will never wed another wife to set her over you, nor e’er dishonour me.

Admetus

Yea, so I promise now, and accomplish it I will.

Alcestis

On these conditions receive the children from my hand.

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Admetus

I receive them, dear pledges by a dear hapd given.

Alcestis

Take thou my place and be a mother to these babes.

Admetus

Sore will be their need when they are reft of thee.

Alcestis

O my children, I am passing to that world below, when my life was needed most.

Admetus

Ah me, what can I do bereft of thee?

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Alcestis

Thy sorrow Time will soothe; ’tis the dead who are as naught.

Admetus

Take me, O take me, I beseech, with thee ’neath the earth.

Alcestis

Enough that I in thy stead am dying.

Admetus

O Destiny! of what a wife art thou despoiling me!

Alcestis

Lo! the darkness deepens on my drooping eyes.

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Admetus

Lost indeed am I, if thou, dear wife, wilt really leave me.

Alcestis

Thou mayst speak of me as naught, as one whose life is o’er.

Admetus

Lift up thy face, leave not thy children.

Alcestis

’Tis not my own free will; O my babes, farewell!

Admetus

Look, look on them but once.

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Alcestis

My end is come.

Admetus

What mean’st thou? art leaving us?

Alcestis

Farewell!

Admetus

Lost! lost! woe is me!

Chorus

She is gone, the wife of Admetus is no more.