Ajax
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Ah me! what heart could e'er conceive the thought
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That Misery and Ajax should be found
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So near allied! My very name conveys
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The sound of woe, connected with such ills.
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My father, 'midst the martial host of Greece
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First in renown, and for his noble deeds
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Graced with the prize of honour, to his house
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Bore from this land of Ida all that arms
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Could give of glorious boast. But I his son,
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To the same fields of Troy with no less strength
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Advancing, deeds as noble by my hands
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Achieved, dishonour'd by the Argives lie,
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And perish thus. Yet well am I assured
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If now Achilles lived t' adjudge his arms.s
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The prize of valour and exalted worth,
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No man would take them from me: but the sons
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Of Atreus, slighting my illustrious deeds,
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Assign them to a wretch expert in wiles.
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Had not my cheated eye, had not my sense
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Perverted led me from my purpose wide,
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Such judgment never had they giv'n again.
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But now the dauntless goddess sprung from Jove,
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Bearing the terrors of her gorgon shield,
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E'en when my hand was raised against them, spread
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Illusion round me, and my sensé disturb'd
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With frenzy, that amidst the herds I stain'd
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My hands with blood, whilst they, against my will
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Escaped, deride me. If th' immortal gods
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Oppose him, e'en the dastard shall escape...
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The brave man's vengeance. Me what now behoves?
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'Gainst me the hatred of the gods is shown,
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The Grecian camp abhors me, and all Troy
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Is hostile to me, and these fields around.
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Shall I then quit this naval station, leave
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The sons of Atreus, and my homeward course
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Steer o'er th' Ægean sea? But with what eye
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Shall I behold my father? how present
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Myself before him? Will he bear my sight
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Thus naked, with no martial honours graced,
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Whose ample crown of glory he obtain'd?
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It is not to be borne. What if I rush
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Against the Trojan rampires, and alone
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Their pow'rs assaulting, after noble deeds
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Perform'd, find there an honourable death?
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Thus I should cause the sons of Atreus joy.
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This must not be: some means must be emprised
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To show my aged father that his son
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Glows with the spirit of his high-born race.
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For base his mind, who wishes length of life,
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When ills, that hope no change, enclose him round.
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What pleasure brings the day, which only adds
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A day to life, for such a little space
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Removing death? Him lightly I esteem,
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Who with vain hopes deludes his glowing heart.
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To live with glory, or with glory die,
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This is the brave man's part. You have my thoughts.
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Ajax. Sophocles. Robert Potter (Translator). London. 1820.