Publius Terentius Afer (Terence) Heautontimorumenos 4.1

SOSTRATA

(holding up a ring and examining it.)

Unless my fancy deceives me, surely this is the ring which I suspect it to be, the same with which my daughter was exposed.

CHREMES

(apart.)

Syrus, what is the meaning of these expressions ?

SOSTRATA

Nurse, how is it? Does it not seem to you the same?

NURSE

As for me, I said it was the same the very instant that you showed it me.

SOSTRATA

But have you now examined it thoroughly, my dear nurse?

NURSE

Thoroughly.

SOSTRATA

Then go in-doors at once, and if she has now done bathing, bring me word. I’ll wait here in the mean time for my husband.

SYRUS

(apart.)

She wants you, see what it is she wants;

she is in a serious mood, I don’t know why; it is not without a cause—I fear what it may be.

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CHREMES

What it may be? I’ faith, she’ll now surely be announcing some important trifle, with a great parade.

SOSTRATA

(turning round.)

Ha! my husband!

CHREMES

Ha! my wife !

SOSTRATA

I was looking for you.

CHREMES

Tell me what you want.

SOSTRATA

In the first place, this I beg of you, not to believe that I have ventured to do any thing contrary to your commands.

CHREMES

Would you have me believe you in this, although so incredible? Well, I will believe you.

SYRUS

(aside.)

This excuse portends I know not what offense.

SOSTRATA

Do you remember me being pregnant, and yourself declaring to me, most peremptorily, that if I should bring forth a girl, you would not have it brought up.

CHREMES

I know what you have done, you have brought it up.

SYRUS

(aside.)

Such is the fact, I’m sure: my young master has gained a loss ¹ in consequence.

SOSTRATA

Not at all; but there was here an elderly woman of Corinth , of no indifferent character; to her I gave it

to be exposed.

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CHREMES

O Jupiter! that there should be such extreme folly in a person’s mind.

SOSTRATA

Alas! what have I done ?

CHREMES

And do you ask the question?

SOSTRATA

If I have acted wrong, my dear Chremes, I have done so in ignorance.

CHREMES

This, indeed, I know for certain, even if you were to deny it, that in every thing you both speak and act ignorantly and foolishly: how many blunders you disclose in this single affair! For, in the first place, then, if

you had been disposed to obey my orders, the child ought to have been dispatched; you ought not in words to have feigned her death, and in reality to have left hopes of her surviving. But that I pass over; compassion, maternal affection, I allow it. But how finely you did provide for the future! What was your meaning? Do reflect. It’s clear, beyond a doubt, that your daughter was betrayed by you to this old woman,

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either that through you she might make a living by her, or that she might be sold in open market as a slave. I suppose you reasoned thus: any thing is enough, if only her life is saved: what are you to do with those who understand neither law, nor right and justice? Be it for better or for worse, be it for them or against them, they see nothing except just what they please.

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SOSTRATA

My dear Chremes, I have done wrong, I own; I am convinced. Now this I beg of you;

inasmuch as you are more advanced in years than I, be so much the more ready to forgive; so that your justice may be some protection for my weakness.

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CHREMES

I’ll readily forgive you doing this, of course; but, Sostrata, my easy temper prompts you to do amiss. But, whatever this circumstance is, by reason of which this was begun upon, proceed to tell it.

SOSTRATA

As we women are all foolishly and wretchedly

superstitious, when I delivered the child to her to be exposed, I drew a ring from off my finger, and ordered her to expose it, together with the child; that if she should die, she might not be without ² some portion of our possessions.

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CHREMES

That was right; thereby you proved the saving of yourself and her. ³

SOSTRATA

(holding out the ring.)

This is that ring.

CHREMES

Whence did you get it?

SOSTRATA

From the young woman whom Bacchis brought here with her.

SYRUS

(aside.)

Ha!

CHREMES

What does she say?

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SOSTRATA

She gave it me to keep for her, while she went to bathe. At first I paid no attention to it; but after I looked at it, I at once recognized it, and came running to you.

CHREMES

What do you suspect now, or have you discovered, relative to her?

SOSTRATA

I don’t know; unless you inquire of herself whence she got it, if that can possibly be discovered.

SYRUS

(aside.)

I’m undone! I see more hopes ⁴ from this incident than I desire.

If it is so, she certainly must be ours.

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CHREMES

Is this woman living to whom you delivered the child?

SOSTRATA

I don’t know.

CHREMES

What account did she bring you at the time?

SOSTRATA

That she had done as I had ordered her.

CHREMES

Tell me what is the woman’s name, that she may be inquired after.

SOSTRATA

Philtere.

SYRUS

(aside.)

’Tis the very same. It’s a wonder if she isn’t found, and I lost.

CHREMES

Sostrata, follow me this way in-doors.

SOSTRATA

How much beyond my hopes has this matter turned out! How dreadfully afraid I was,

Chremes, that you would now be of feelings as unrelenting as formerly you were on exposing the child.

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CHREMES

Many a time a man can not be ⁵ such as he would be, if circumstances do not admit of it. Time has now so brought it about, that I should be glad of a daughter; formerly I wished for nothing less.

(CHREMES and SOSTRATA go into the house.)