Deianira
My guest, in pity to the captive train,
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Laments their woes, and takes his kind farewell ;
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Meantime, my friends, in secret came I here
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To pour forth all my miseries, and impart
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To you my inmost thoughts — my last resolve.
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Alas ! within these walls I have received,
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Like the poor sailor, an unhappy freight
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To sink me down : no virgin, but a wife —
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The wife of my Alcides ; his loved arms
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Now must embrace us both. My faithful lord —
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Faithful and good I thought him — thus rewards
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My tender cares, and all the tedious toils
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I suffered for him ; but I will be calm,
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For 'tis an evil I have felt before.
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And yet to live with her ! with her to share
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My husband's bed ! What woman can support it?
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Her youth is stealing onward to its prime.
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Whilst mine is withered ; and the eye which longs
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To pluck the opening flower from the dry leaf
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Will turn aside. Her younger charms, I fear,
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Have conquered, and henceforth in name alone
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Shall Deianira be Alcides' wife.
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But ill do rage and violence become
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The prudent matron ; therefore, mark me well,
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And hear what I have purposed to relieve
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My troubled heart. Within a brazen urn,
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Concealed from every eye, I long have kept
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That ancient gift which Nessus did bequeath me —
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The hoary centaur, who was wont for hire
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To bear the traveller o'er the rapid flood
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Of deep Evenus. Not with oars or sail
He stemmed the torrent, but with nervous arm
Opposed and passed it. Me, when first a bride
I left my father's hospitable roof
With my Alcides, in his arms he bore
Athwart the current ; half way o'er, he dared
To offer vi.olence. I shrieked aloud.
When lo ! the son of Jove, his bow swift bent,
Sent forth a shaft and pierced the monster's breast,
Who with his dying voice did thus address me :
" Daughter of CEneus, listen to my words.
So shalt thou profit by the last sad journey
Which I shall ever go. If in thy hand
Thou take the drops outflowing from the wound
This arrow made, dipped in the envenomed blood
Of the Lernaean hydra, with that charm
Mayst thou subdue the heart of thy Alcides,
Nor shall another ever gain his love."
Mindful of this, my friends — for from that hour
In secret have I kept the precious gift —
Behold a garment, dipped i' th' very blood.
He gave me ; nor did I forget to add
What he enjoined, but have prepared it all.
I know no evil arts, nor would I learn them.
For they who practise such are hateful to me.
I only wish the charm may be of power
To win Alcides from this virgin's love,
And bring him back to Deianira's arms,
If he shall deem it lawful, but if not