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XXXV. "Lucius Catiline to Quintus Catulus, wishing health. Your eminent integrity, known to me by experience,
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gives a pleasing confidence, in the midst of great
perils, to my present recommendation.
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I have determined, therefore, to make no formal defense
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with regard to my new course of conduct; yet I was resolved, though conscious of no guilt,
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to offer you some explanation,
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which, on my word of honor,
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you may receive as true.
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Provoked by injuries and indignities, since, being robbed of the fruit of my labor and exertion,
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I did not obtain the post of honor due to me,
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I have undertaken, according to my custom, the public cause
of the distressed. Not but that I could have paid, out of my own property, the debts contracted on my own security ;
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while the generosity of Orestilla, out of her own fortune and her daughter's, would discharge those incurred on the security of others. But because I saw unworthy men ennobled with honors, and myself proscribed
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on groundless suspicion, I have for this very reason, adopted a course,
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amply justifiable in my present circumstances, for preserving what honor is left to me. When I was proceeding to write more, intelligence was brought that violence is preparing against me. I now commend and intrust Orestilla to your protection ;
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intreating you, by your love for your own children, to defend her from injury.
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Farewell."